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2010-01-08T08:45:00.003+08:00

WELCOME 2010; HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Yup! A new year has started. I’ve a few strategies for me throughout 2010. The most important is to maintain. Anw, I’ll be travelling to Myanmar for 2wks – going back to visit my relatives. ‘HEY FOLKS, HOW ARE YOU? :/

I’m definitely excited about this as I can feel; I’ve been receiving moods of delightness since my father booked the air tickets online. ‘GEEZ’

And, of course, a new term have started for my semesters. Some friends just joined KAPLAN; some friends give up on ACCA. But, I’m still fine. I wouldn’t say it’s a struggle, probably, determination and I’ve got a goal to reach, and I don’t want to change the direction that easily.

On yeah, one more thing, I missed watching TWILIGHT NEW MOON on cinema as unfortunately, that happen to be during my exam month. I felt so sad for awhile. I've watched TWILIGHT on STARMOVIE CHL 58, and it seems a catchy movie, like those type that i might love to watch. Thus, I went ahead to YOUTUBE, to get more infor about it. I really wanna watch it on cinema :(

Sort of busy packing for my tour, and mingling with my studies. That's about it.

2009-12-05T14:12:00.003+08:00

RAIN
Dribble, dribble, sploosh!
Rain, rain, go away
come again some other day!

What I would like to do when it rains?
Raining is Good Fun!

I would want to dance to the rain in my own rainbow raincoat. [heex]
When I was in Burma my hse, I had those wonderfull moments there. Then, I was around 5years old, little cousins and my sibling were always around to play together-during raining, we would have raincoats on, rain boats on, and had our little fun in our own garden and the rain pours us on . I miss all of the things, and the moments I spent. Yes, it is raining now, quite a heavy one. The rain in December- I called it the Winter Rain. It's not really called that, I merely love to call it that way. And, since it's december anyway. [lol]

Sum up with a quote I like - [erm] Can't find any nice ones. -_-!?

2009-11-24T16:25:00.003+08:00

妻子的诱惑

2009-11-23T19:41:00.002+08:00

RECENTLY, I REALLY DON'T WANT TO RESPOND TO UNPOLITE MESSAGES.
AND
THIS WILL CONTINUE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

2009-11-05T18:15:00.004+08:00

Alright! I, encountered a mishap a few days ago. It's regarding my toothache. Thus, I've decided to really care, as in 100% care for my teeth (never to neglect). I was feeling so damn pain, I ate with cautious. Trust me, it feels bad. I wish I can chew it real nice and without pain, I didn't enjoy my meals. SO moody.

Anw, so I feel better now. I did a yahoo search.

Some easy details to notice, which everyone is familar but hardly make an effort to complete all steps. OR some details to notice.

■ Brush your teeth 2 times a day, in the morning and at night.

■ When you brush, use a fluoride toothpaste approved by the American Dental Association. Some fluoride toothpastes also offer tartar control, which may help slow the formation of hard mineral buildup (tartar) on the teeth.

■ Floss at least once a day.

■ Use disclosing tablets periodically to see whether any plaque is left on the teeth. Disclosing tablets are chewable and will color any plaque left on the teeth after you brush. You can buy them at most drugstores.

■ Replace your toothbrush every 3 to 4 months.

■ Place the brush at a 45-degree angle where the teeth meet the gums. Press firmly, and gently rock the brush back and forth using small circular movements. Do not scrub. Vigorous brushing can make the gums pull away from the teeth and can scratch your tooth enamel.

■ Brush all surfaces of the teeth, tongue-side and cheek-side. Pay special attention to the front teeth and all surfaces of the back teeth.

■ Floss at least once a day. The type of floss you use is not important. Choose the type and flavor you like best.

FACTORS THAT YOU CAN CONTROL INCLUDE:
■ Your dental care.

■ Not having your teeth cleaned by your dentist also allows plaque to build up. Your dentist or dental hygienist scrapes off the plaque and tartar, giving your teeth a "clean start." Regular visits to your dentist for cleaning and checkups can help prevent tooth decay and also catch other dental problems early, before they become serious.

■ Lack of fluoride. Fluoride helps prevent tooth decay by making teeth more resistant to acids produced by plaque. If your local water supply does not have enough fluoride in it, use a toothpaste that contains fluoride. Also talk to your dentist or dental hygienist about other ways you can increase your fluoride levels.

■Drinking alcohol.

FACTORS THAT INCREASE AN INFANT'S PR CHILD'S RISK INCLUDE:
■Going to bed with a bottle of juice, milk, or formula in his or her mouth. The sugar in these drinks feeds the bacteria that cause tooth decay

10 FOODS FOR PROTECTING YOUR TEETH AND GUMS:
1. Celery - Protects Teeth from Cavities (Try This: Snack on a handful of raw celery or carrots once a day for protect gums and teeth.)
2. Cheese - Preserves and Rebuild Tooth Enamel
3. Green Tea - Removes Plaque and Bad Breath
4. Kiwis - Prevents Gum Disease
5. Onions - Kills Bad for Mouth Bacteria
6. Parsley - Bad Breath Remedy and Sweet-Smelling Breath Creator
7. Sesame Seeds - Cleaning Teeth and Removing Plaque
8. Shiitake Mushrooms - Prevents from Creating Plaque
9. Wasabi - Protect Teeth from Cavities
10. Water - Keeps Teeth and Gums Health

I hate toothache! PAINFUL

2009-10-29T21:02:00.001+08:00

My Lips like Sugar ~ Call me your sugar!

2009-10-25T12:11:00.002+08:00

♥aDORABLe

2009-10-18T13:16:00.006+08:00

FAREWELL CH3WY~
17TH Oct 2009

On Friday, I was happily writing a short description bout my hammies. Sadly, Chewy passed away yesterday nite. I nv cry. I heard that if you cries, the dead ones can't leave peacefully. I held back my tears. I miss her. I just couldn't believe she would leave this way, I nv even had a chance to say "gdbye Chewy, hav a peaceful journey to another world, happy crossover.."

That was 7pm in the nite, I was having my dinner with my sis, my mum whispered smth to my father and he looked over to us. I suspected smth about me they were talkin about. Even then, my mum saw Chewy dead alr in her cage. We didn't saw how she held her last breath. But, I really have to be happy is that, she is free from illness and sufferings on living.

Thinking of it, it's less than a mth since she visited her vet for medications. I never knew it would be this fast. It was still far from even a month - the doc predicted she could live for a month. Yes, I never knew it happened in a blink of an eye.

However, that typical morning, we were all taking care of her, and going over stroking her tiny head and stopping by her place every moment and then. My mum was also reading bubdha's sayings for her so that she can go to a better place after.

In the past, whenever we pass by Chewy's seats, we'll take a glance for awhile, and her cute pettie shape. The place feels so empty now. We just have to adjust to it.

2009-10-16T21:09:00.004+08:00

soOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. these are my hammies. TADA~ :)
I had it for ard one year. I had three of them, and one died long ago. The latest news is, Chewy's dignosed with an illness. Thus,it was told tat, she had 1 month plus plus to live. Her condition wasn't good these times. We took care of her closely. My families are so concerned with her too. Anw, her animal doctor perscribed some Veterinary Drugs and animal medicine, and for her to apply to her wound. Feel so sad! And, she loves her hamster wheel.. She could not play as hard as she had. She was so bubbly in the past. Her fav is boiled meat and strawberries..

As I know of, the doctor mentioned, female hammies tends to dignosed with illness mostly than male. And, thank god, Winter is a MALE...

However, Winter is still as hyper and super healthy. Thanksthanks. His fav is cheesecake, cake.. and MORE CAKESSSS... He loves sunflowers. In fact, they both adore it.

❥Just random pics of 'em..
take a look Y.Y
Pics are not in line, Apologies!
[zZZZZZZ............]

❥The times when i just had CH3WY~
Medicine time

[Oh! fall aslp] ☺

❥❥❥~ PS: IloveU :)

2009-10-12T20:22:00.002+08:00

Say, You're just another scary girl.. go away.. shoo..

Sign off

2009-10-10T14:29:00.004+08:00

We had a great time.

Hi everyone,

ystd, I met up with my jiemei (Shufang) for steamboat.
[... We had steamboat at House of Steamboat. It's a nice environment, our first try there. We love it there. Her bf joined us for awhile. He had his gaming ltr on. Anyway, that was a fun nite. We were so full that we walked from bugis to Dhoby Ghaut bustop for 147. We were indulge in reminiscence - our childhood days in Pri One till now. I guess we'll be friends for very long..till the end? ThaT night we had our first super embarrassing and memoriable experience on the bus. [Gosh,happy or sad?! *Smirk* ] HAHA.. Fun & so full. We weren't expecting to got home so late. Felicity called me said why we were so late tonight.

2009-10-03T14:39:00.003+08:00

SHINee
- Onew -
Isn’t he adorable baby...

2009-10-03T12:53:00.003+08:00

SS501

SHINee

2009-09-26T19:26:00.002+08:00

ok, guy.. What do i have now?
I'm just back from a shopping mall.
I bought myself an agender, memo or planned.. or wadever u call them.. a schedule book and cash book to note down things and stuff. So yeah, I've bought two of it. Its pic is at below. They were from the same publisher and design - ARTBOX, and perhaps some of u might never heard of this publisher before. It's from korea. They produce a lot of products not just schedule books and stuff. I was pondering bout, to purchase a bigger and spacious one, but I've something more expensive to buy for other things, so, I am kinda being thrifty for this. I just hav to spend less to buy a better small size ones. Because, you can throw it in the purse or pocketbook. Iss'nt that cool. And, you still have a lot of room to write whatever you wanna write. So, it's not bad either. SO, it's still very cool.. SO, i'm gonna save for a real good one and bigger one for next year 2010. (:

LET ME SHOW U MY CASH BOOK.
It's so amazing, I nv thought it will have a lot bizarre stuffs to sell.. I should go shopping more often.

cashbook on the left and schedule book on the right.

Inside, it's like this..
The exact same as the cashbook we had from banks.
We can learn to use it and just learn it...HAHAA

And it says, RULED NOTE.
It's kind of like their cliche stuffs.
Their signature sentences perhaps.

SO excited! I'm gonna use it later on to fill up already =D

2009-09-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

MORNING LIGHT. Which I hardly sees, hahaha

QIAN
FEL

THANK Q to Qian's father for sponsoring the chalet, kbox, bbq and escape theme park.. HEEE
happy belated to QIAN.

2009-09-25T23:36:00.005+08:00

All 'bout CHALET
YI QIAN'S BIRTHDAY CHALET -
INCLUDES TO ESCAPE THEME PARK, BBQ & KBOX

QIAN & HER BF ARRON

MY AMAZING NUNU

LEO KU - 情歌王 10mins ktv

2009-09-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

What's up guys?

Tonight is friday. I've meet up with shufang for shopping at ion. It's been there for awhile since it started operating.
Honestly, every week I've passed by ion, don't be shocked, but I've never have the time to shop inside. Every shopping mall gets better and better each time. The first huge establishing should be, VIVO shopping mall.
The next wonder - Orchard Central. That's the closest to my school, so that is very cool. The next cool thing is ION ORCHARD itself. Shopping aside, the mall is also a heaven for food lovers, from finger foods to international delights and cuisine.
ION Art gots my attenting, it's dedicated creative space , futuristic looking, with a dramatic frontage. It even has a touchscreen directory function. Technology got's the best of world.

XOXO,
Evelyn

2009-09-18T10:52:00.003+08:00

Kanye Ruins Taylor's Spotlight at the VMA

During the big moment of Taylor Swift trying to give her speech on awarded for "Best Female Music Video" , Kanye West stirred up the big time away; came upstage and grabbed the microphone from Taylor's hand and rudely bursted Taylor's spotlight by pointing at Beyonce Knowles while screaming out "Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time!" Basically he was letting it be known that Beyonce deserved the award over her.
No doubt, that will gonna be a awful and shameful flashback he will have down the road. It was so rude and disrespectful towards the award winner. He wound'nt have thought that, he was humiliating his professionalism in the biz. She is only 19 years old, considered still a kid in the music industry. As an adult, you don't do that to kids! It was basically a BULLY moment (in my eyes). Seriously, how childish was Kanye? He is such a man-child! I don't even know if that word exists, but it suits him just fine.But Beyonce made up for it when she won "Video of the Year", she was quick to have Taylor come right back on stage and to finish her moment. It was very classy of Beyonce to do what she did and she won brownie points in my book and earned so much more respect from me.

As we can see, not many have such a heart to feel for others. She did it, and with pefrectly.

2009-09-16T19:48:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, I find that GROWING UP is such a BIG THING and all around me, I see friends and as well as I, fussing about how they look, dress and even eat!. However, you often will get different answers. Your friends may give fun and creative dressing ideas but as they lack the life experiences and maturity to advise you correctly, they may put you in situations where you may attracr undesirable attention.

Strangers on the Internet too many may have different interests or ulterior motives when giving advice. So, don't just follow blindly.

-I guess this is growing up

2009-09-16T09:50:00.004+08:00

EVESAYS

Recently, I came accross an article on SMARTPHONES. I have an expression of opinon on it. This few seasons, SMARTPHONES are in the fame.

Everyone seems to be influences by it's outer beauty and getting it intentionally to brag at. I've seen people bragging about owing one themselves, with the price almost to buy a notebook.

Talking about enough storage nor cool apps, it issn't any better than notebook. The value of $1000 for it, even though it was huge and bulky and looked more like a mini laptop than a phone. Plus the phone had to be small enough to fit into our every hangbag and it takes weight and space.

It sure look sexy, and despite of the attraction, iPhone sure give quite a few but huge inconviences. Touchscreen access has become a craze function. However, it doesn't make it easy to use - through normal phones, we could use one hand to exert it; the problem with touchscreen smartphones is that you need two hands to make them work.

We always acquit those purchases by convincing ourself that we needed to get e-mail on-the-go, log in to MSN, log in to facebook while on the move plus access to cool mobile apps which The Straits Times refers those as "a geek would definitely need"

What we truely needed was enough memory to store our contact's phone numbers, good battrey life, a decent camera and of course a good looking phone which won't cost a bulk with leisure functions just to appetite our hunger.

TOUCHSCREEN SMARTPHONES is known as a status symbol; holding it makes you classy and stylish. Anyone would have thought of possessing it. I just couldn't recognise its worth - because what I want doesn't parallel to what I need.

2009-09-15T11:15:00.003+08:00

FUNNY SOLDIERS VIDEO =D

The God also Must SMILE =D

2009-09-15T00:56:00.001+08:00

This time I am super tired of changin blog. I declare under oath not to change again. I'd been waiting for 23rd. I've lots stuff on my mind - for comsume to excursion/outings. Exhausted. SRY GUYS, really -ive mood. Changing of blog names/add.. means me go NUTS.

2009-09-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

My Monday Morning

Hey everyone.,

So, let me tell you how plain my monday morning has been. I woke up around 10 AM and I was still feeling sleepy. I still got up to bath and to get ready for my morning class, as usual(Idle away 15 MINUTES of my time..) and I was going to go ahead and hop in the shower.

I went to library to study awhile after lesson. Those librarians in T-shirt (EXPERTICES), they ought to be expert in something, am I right? Like, familiar with the books in the library? I couldn't find a book, and, she couldn't answer me the section it's at. I need that book for reference, but I could not find it. Anw, I wish I can stay there much longer but my stomach wasn't too kind. I got hungry really fast. I had to go home to eat.

A few things to announce.Well, I've thought of a new address for my blog again~ Isn't that great- underage red. It's a fancy name for red, from lipstick collection.

Why did I choose [Bubbletoes] is because, I felt sense of belonging(love at first sight),from Jack Johnson in the Brushfire Fairytales Album. It looks sweet and it sounds cute. Hope you guys will love it too, because I personally adore it.

I thought that signing off sounds cool too.

XOXO
Bubbletoes
(:

2009-09-12T00:47:00.002+08:00

Darn it!
Those chocolate cookies I brought from Shell station weren't crispy.
I'll just take it as a charity to SHELLLLLLLL
(:
HAPPY NOW!?

2009-09-11T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hello guys,
today, I am watching Moonlight Resonance..
still watching..
Darn good movie(:
It is an indirect sequel to Heart of Greed.

Oh,
At 6.45pm
I've to attend night clz.
I didn't attend on Wed,
yeahhs.
GTG, gotta prepare..

2009-09-10T15:59:00.004+08:00

Heart of Greed (Chinese: 溏心風暴)

Moonlight Resonance (Chinese: 溏心風暴之家好月圓)~Still watching~

It is an indirect sequel to Heart of Greed;
it features most of the original cast members in the indirect prequel.

2009-09-05T15:44:00.005+08:00

Science fiction or science fact?
Let's learn

Mythical Bermuda Triangle

Wanna learn more?
Follow up other parts at youtube. =D

2009-09-05T01:18:00.003+08:00

Today, I meet up with my jiemei Shufang again for FINAL DESTINATION 4. This time round, we made plans ahead, thus, we weren't like the previous one, getting stuck everywher.. hee
[Mmm..] Im quite interested in the male actor. Nick is...is quite good looking lol. Anw, I thought the flim is quite nice, tho it's realli disgusting one. I don't really like the ending. =( BUT, the escalator and the movie part, it's a pretty gd one i think.. Heeez.
I had a great time 2night. This is ONLY my 2nd time moving section with her, altho we are besties since like, Pri One!? Haha! BTW, we'll hav more of this soon ^^
Yeah, so I'm looking forward to this meaningfull activities...

Friends are for life!
Besties Rocks too =D

2009-09-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

Learn To Be LONELY

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you,
Comfort and care for you?
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You've always known
Your heart was on it's own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone.

2009-09-01T13:29:00.001+08:00

A Child’s Catastrophe

It started of 18years ago, bout a girl named Jaycee Lee Dugard. She was said to be abducted and kept captive by a convicted rapist Phillip Garrido in a state of San Francisco.
Back then, this 11-year-old adolescent in 1991, had forced to bear two children with Darrido, 58 in the newspapers.

It was stated there, Garrido’s father also believed his son was culpable of the murders of quite a few prostitutes at an industrial area where he worked during that time.
From msn news article, "He was a sex addict -- that was his problem," Manuel Garrido, 87, told the Post. "I believe my son killed the prostitutes."
Straight from msn news article still, “Experts say Dugard was likely to have suffered from Stockholm syndrome, a condition in which captives become sympathetic to their captors and say it is likely the woman will need years of treatment as she rebuilds her life.”
Dugard is now reunited with her family and her two children were told the truth about the kidnapped years and how about their birth comes about. Dugard is now slowly regaining from her Stockholm syndrome. =D

2009-08-31T14:05:00.010+08:00

MIA.. I've been away for ard 1 mth. Hmm, Hi Guys! =] What am i doing during then? I had been studyin, catching up with classes.. Oh yeah, I went for night classes for a few sections and got home late. Well,.. mostly ard there. HAha.. not much, I often like to spend time by myself.. figuring things out and stuff like tat. Nthing spec oso....! yahhs =D

For now, I just got home from morning clz, pretty tired. I had a late night ystd. Omg, my face, it's like dehydrating.. I hav had two hydrating masks ystd for morning & night. It's quite bad, my skin had tightened and definately dehydrating.. So, I am kinda busy "HELPING OUT" or shld I rephrase it - RESCUING.. my skin.. I definately give more attention to my skin now. I drank a lot water.. It won't get better right away.. but, surely it'll help for the long term run - consistency (:

Can't imagine! My face's normally quite foundation. I'd neglect it during this time, as I was emphasising you that, I was busy scheduling my study sections and all tt; wldn't get into details..

And, lately, a qns popped out as I was riding on th bus way home the other night.What I want in a guy? What are the criteria?

1. He shouldn't be a self-abnegation. 不要自暴自弃！

2. He mustn't be a guy in excessive devotion to sensual pleasure (e.g. clubs,dirty minded, fling, thinking bout girls; not decent type[不正经] )

3. He shouldn't be a hurtful person

4. He mustn't be a bullier [to friends, or someone weaker]

5. Knowledgable, confident, cheerful.

6. Open doors for ladies

7. Make me laughs

8. Most of all, this person must be interested in ONLY me.

Haha. A gentleman type.

2009-08-02T15:45:00.009+08:00

Amazing Six-Year-Old Singer(:

2009-07-27T15:25:00.009+08:00

lazy afternoon :/

2009-07-14T15:53:00.004+08:00

It seems like an experience with many changes in emotions and expressions, behaving in a new stack of thoughts now. Those wrong doings are just a stepping stones to my success in growing up, and I am more than thankful to get those experiences in such an early stage (which bad news is that, it brings my education to a very sorry stage, getting people talking, gossip about my education, that’s quite a bruised in my heart.) That’s a huge regret I’ve learnt. Because, I know I am a clever girl, but, I’ve to go through this pathetic stage of life, a lot that I’ve missed out, I’ll state it as a journey to success and it’s a learning point.
There’s once a saying, that I really admire a lot, almost to the core. Let me share it with u all “There’s no regret in life, just lessons” That’s the most powerful quote I’ve ever met with. Anyone out there feels lost and getting discouraged from those surroundings (BITCH who already have everything so fast, SO, they start talking bad about friends who are still struggling; without encouragements, still bad mouth and gossip throughout).

Anyway, PLEASE DON’T gives a damn about them. Heed this advice BITCH! What comes round, goes around (: Best out of best, don’t gossip, find other things to talk about, it’s healthier. There’re more to life than gossiping around at your tea break.

2009-07-14T14:26:00.005+08:00

Titanic History. A new fantastic point of view

Still remember the iceberg that doomed the Titanic?
When you really put ur heart 100% into the show, you'll knw what I've felt about Titanic. The devastating experience of all. I was too young to feel it right, it's a new fantastic point of view. The view of great understanding and I've realize to appreciate the Titanic movie now. I felt even more. But, too much repeatations, give no sense of treasure. STOP showing the same movie again and again.. arh, humans!... =="

Strongly motivated by transformation this year!
I LOVE READING =/

2009-07-10T15:21:00.004+08:00

There's this guy, at the begining, we chatted happily, he sort of can hold a conversation well and the talk went smoothly. 1st day it ended. The other day, this well-groomed guy behaviour disappeared. He keep asking for webcam whereby I said "NO!" For the 2nd time, he repeated this qns, by the 1st, I believed he'll knw what's respect. It's super annoying. I just wiped him away from my MSN list after he bloomed the qns twice.

I don't believe webcaming is a big deal. It's just an act of high technology. U can say I don't know how to appreciate it, but it's not a necessity thing.

Bottomline: I can choose who I want to webcam with. It's a BIG DEAL!

2009-07-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

What's on today list.

Today, I went to town again, in search for clothes and other necessities, and went to collect my goodies from CLINIQUE. No kbox this week, sad.

2009-07-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

DAMN! What a day...

Comparisons are loathsome!
A bully is always a coward!
Once bitten, twice shy!
I just know, Practice what you preach- But no one do what they want others to treat them... I don’t understand human! Living in a bunch of Betrayers.

2009-07-06T18:02:00.006+08:00

I feel like I'm gonna get sick. Do you knw exercise can cure fever? :p It's true. Try it!

First day of class. It's a big clz, and I don't knw a lot will choose this module this semester. It's a hard module; once more I'm gonna hav a headache the whole half year. Anw, she's a lovely lectural. :D Tie my hair, wear it loose, & carry my school bag, a little child's gonna start her school again..

2009-07-06T17:58:00.001+08:00

I've saw it at some website, and decided to share it with you guys.

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her.

The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed. The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.

That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn’t sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.

Moral of the story:
If you don’t give your hundred percent in a relationship, you’ll always keep doubting if the other person has given his / her hundred percent.

THIS IS SO TRUE! =/

2009-07-05T12:32:00.005+08:00

Wednesday

On that day, I went to buy my new bed frame. It's amazing how the frame i had, just broke down once i got back home. Don't you think the timing's just right? LOL. On friday, i had a new frame delivered to my hse. I felt so happy, I've finally could stop sharing bed with my mum (my father went on a trip to meditation sch). hehe.

Thursday

Went on to watch movie(Transformers-The Revenge of the Fallen)with my sis, yi qian and her bf. Followed by, Z-Chen Campus Concert back at NgeeAnn poly. =) We had dinner at Clementi Mos Burger. Teriyaki Chicken is yummy :]

Here's a few clip of the concert from my camera. He doesn't seems like a quiet singer. He's humorous in his own ways too XD. I've seen his real talent, he can sing without the backup. Enjoy =]

2009-07-01T19:18:00.014+08:00

"THANK YOU" DAY.

TwentysixJuneTwoThousand&&Nine...
MOI Birthday lahhhx.

Ps; It's not just about being older but mature,
It's not just about your birthday but to remind you it is the day that your mum give birth to you. Be thankful to your parents on your big day, for having you, raising you and last but not least showering you with their unconditional loves.
Do not harm a person of goodwill… It’s The way to happiness….Why does it seems harder than said. =x

Can U imagine someone actually told me, I like diff person when online, face to face. And,on phone very chatty but online like stone cold. Even included I am a weirdo. My only reply "U've seen heaven n earth" Be thankful.^^

2009-06-23T23:38:00.009+08:00

Sorry guys, for not updating my blog recently. It’s quite happening these days... 1st up! Went KTV at cineleisure with Zi ying and my sis, we ate dinner buffet and we sang a lot of songs.. apprently, we nv have the chance to complete all songs that we chose. We had a lot more to sing.. yeahh.. :x And we chatted.. So delighted to go out with her, cuz somehow we can click. She was my seconday school friend whereas we were some sort become closer during this year. I wish it can goes on and on.

Secondly, my birthday celebration – at a pub with my sec friends... I really had fun. All the joy and laughers… I and my sis, we cut cake, we heard our friends singing birthday songs, at the ktv pub. We played games together, we sang songs together… It’s amazing to hang out with friends, really… I felt heaven when I was with them. I want respect and felt important in a group. I want to feel I am apart of them and to sense a place for me whenever I am down. I hope they are, and for the coming future…And many more years to come.

The 3nd thing to note! I am starting to go jogging recently which I’ve always lack of. My class gonna start this early July. I am gonna run on and be prepared to fight this war.

2009-06-18T14:35:00.009+08:00

Edge of a dream.

Puzzling images and strange symbols. Those that we have while we are asleep and dreams that while we are awake and those that we want it to happen. It's funny how we play with words, and yeah, suppose how dreams played Us. But I've heard too much "those who dreams a lot, they don't really lived before" I was just thinking, perhaps they've forgotten how to live? Not so sweet!
I felt lost with no directions, but i had it all when im asleep -dreaming..it's like a living dream -get a life

Alright. Getting on with life, First up, I've to find time for bladding and exercise. This morning I had some. Gettign old? haha. I've been wanting to read up a book "THE ART OF SEEING" by Cammie McGovern. Since not long ago, I've found myself realy into reading. Yeah i know, I can't immediately learnt all of'em but reading has become my passion. It's quite more than a hobby.

Oh and yeah, I've got to clear up lotsa stuff, in my wardrobe, bookshelf and my on my studytable. Actually there're really quite a handful for me to do.. whereas all I did was to daydream and slack. Perhaps i shld take it slow. It's really gd that, there's a blog for me to note down and to write notes about.. in case I can't rem what I felt some times.. I've got to find a job too. Life's hard.. feel so trapped. stuck up!!

Any encouraging words today? I feel drowned.

Sleep well, my darling one.

2009-06-09T22:32:00.005+08:00

Dear diary,

I shouldn't waste my time/feeling/thoughts and etcs over this guy already.

2009-06-07T17:40:00.014+08:00

Daily Dose.

Evelyn along with a fren, ying meet up to chit-chat and some "stuff" haha. Was in fact long ago,agreed to go shopping with SF. She can't turn up last min. Ling, was with her bf and gonna heading somewhere else. Called up ying. She off work le.. so yea.It sounds unbearing when you had the feeling of shopping and then was canceled last min. Aniway, SF was not well, yea. And, I and ying had so-called dinner together. The whole day, i was entertained.. We had fun. Its been a long time since we last met on my birthday. We went CL for ice-cream, and she paticipated in the planing of my birthday celebration for this year:) Ling suggested to post on Facebook, which i am dummy at. I am always on Internet in th past for which i wanted to quit staring so much on a lappy. Quite lazy to surf these websites. I prefer to do something useful with my laptop. Truely, the whole thing i just don't understand it. Not everyone's gonna like it. But i still added friends, if they call for. :)Shld be flooded by now. I've to do invitations for my birthday, so yea, no time yet to explore FACEBOOK. I'm a late bloomer. Anyway, while we are chilling out at the ice-cream restaurant,we stood there, finding ideas and games to play for our party.. I was planing to watch a movie or wad, but end up not watching. We headed to TIMES, to read up on books. HAHA.. I love there, we could just sit there and had our little read up on those books as long as we wanted. HEY, i've realised, one thing in common we have is, we like reading. xDD

2009-05-23T13:43:00.006+08:00

Today... i feel so MOODY. Mad at myself.. and the anger triggered on what? Somemore, it happens on 1 week before my EXAM. A moody swing before exam [^o.O^]

Suddenly not having th feel to go out. Stay at home see how it goes LOR. See can concentrate OR NOT. WHAT A PATHETIC POOR LITTLE THING.

Stop torturing myself. How to start?

2009-05-17T16:28:00.010+08:00

headache. sleepy. Double the PAIN. Why is it so difficult to be me? Wait a min, im thirsty, dislike being thirsty, and being hungry. TORTURE. *gulp up a glass of water* My days are numbered. =( Im refering to my exam. It's on 1st wk of June.

I've to start paying attention to my subconsious mind, whereas it's remoted by th concious mind.

"There's once a woman of seventy-five had always been proud of her ability to remember. Like everyone, she forgot things now and then, but she paid no attention. However, as she got older, she began to notice these occasions and worry about them. Each time she forgot something, she said to herself, "I must be losing my memory because of my age."

As a result of this negative autosuggestion, more and more names and events slipped her mind. She was closeto despair. Then,fortunately, she realized how she was damaging herself. She resolved to reverse the process.

Every time she felt the temptation to think, "I am losing my memory," she stopped herself. More than that, she delibrately reversed the procedure. Several times a day, she practiced induced positive autosuggestion. "

Alright, this was taken for a book i read " The Power of Your Subconscious Mind" .
I just wish to have a peace of mind and a healthy body, and to think and feel in the right way

*Peace out*

2009-05-09T20:23:00.006+08:00

hi,blogging time once again.lolx.. I wanted to study till late 2nite, i don't hav anything better to do. erm, sounds lyk it shouldn't be something i should be doing NOW. HEE. wadever. gone for the day(s). Don't bother. Irritation got the best of me. God, sometimes i just got to say words i dont feel comfortable saying, well, knw wad i mean? probably no. We just have to say it, cuz, that's called ACTING. Once a saying, life is all bout acting. How right is that? [^o^] Life should'nt be all bout self. She said "gimme a lil love". BHEW! what time is it? 8.47pm. Listening to BY2, some song that similar to what im feeling. My mum called me "Are u eating? I'm gonna throw away all the food soon". Of coz i'll eat. I wanna drink milk, but i can't now. Those clever shld knw why. Ani, it has'nt Come yet. I don't want those pain. I REN... on the bed. That's wad i look like when ya, da yi man comes. Pathetic. No choice. Some just hav to bare it. To the point! Shld i study late!! mm. 1am? 2am? I think i shld, before the so-called-attack conquered. OK.settled.

2009-05-08T18:27:00.006+08:00

:D

Why won't you listen to what is right?! We can't live in the past.It's always the same thing, a tale as old as time itself. I get it, i've got it, i've heard it all before. There are things you just can't change, unwilling to nigotiate, one track mind. Not trying to say i'm right, not trying to say your wrong. Try something different, you may see it my way. We can't live in the past. And, that was a pretty good advice :]

2009-05-07T22:30:00.006+08:00

CAN'T Concentrate. WHAT TO DO NOW? WEAK! WEAK! WEAK! EVERYBODY GET LOST... EXAMS... I MIGHT GET CRAZY. HEADACHEEEEEEEE.. The more i get tense up. I actually did this to myself – what was I thinking? Wince in looking back At my notes –

Time for coffee – black - again
Unprepared –
Wing it!

2009-04-21T12:12:00.005+08:00

It was a long nite yesterdae. I seriously need to get a camera of my own.. a gud one. My father's i really cant use, Firstly, its his. Secondly, Its still his.

Decided to complete two chapters today. Haha. **talk big**

Being in love can change a person. Being out of love can change a person. Changes happen everyday and its even harder when there's influence of people around us. Some give us strength to stay positive. Some are so BAD, that can give us negative comments and feedback to bring us down. We should stay away from those type of people OR EVEN FRIENDS. They seems to jus wanna see us unhappy to and not successful. SOME just want to take ALL THE CREDITS AND GLAMOR TO THEMSELVES ONLY. AS, long is they are being taken care of, they dont care those who are affected by them. It's hard to stand straight and trying to be positive all the time. BUT its essential to stay positive because it will give happinese...

P.S - Alot of things, we cant jus see using our eyes. Sometimes we had to feel it.

2009-04-20T15:13:00.010+08:00

With my sis,PeiLing,MeiFoong, ShuJing.From the other end, to this end -- Tampinese Mall, First day of its opening. Never tot it would be that crowded. We tried BBQ CHICKEN. nice! On our way home, we went to starbucks, CHILL OUT~ SAT 18TH APRIL. (o.O)

2009-04-16T15:44:00.005+08:00

YES, FINALLY i've bought my contact lens 3pairs, one box for $38.Guess its consider cheap :P Two dresses and a belt $88 including membership free above $80. =) Oh no, fone bills.. i've forgot to pay my bills AGAINNN..I am a forgetful person and a bit blur sometimes =="

2009-04-08T13:44:00.004+08:00

Why am i blogging?
coz...i feel like :D

AND...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI FOONG =)

2009-04-05T15:52:00.003+08:00

(feat. r. kelly)
[beyonce:]
If i were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what i wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who i wanted, and i'd never get confronted for it
Cuz they'd stick up for me

If i were a boy
I think i could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear i'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'cuz i know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[r. kelly:]
If you were a boy
Then, girl, you'd understand
You need to stop listenin' to your friends
Love, respect, and trust your man
So i go to clubs with the guys
And sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out, as long as i'm comin' home to you
And give you the world

But you're not a boy
So you don't have a clue
How i work and pay the bills
How everything i do is for you
[beyonce:]
I'd listen to her
'cuz i know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[beyonce:]
If i were a boy (if i were a girl)
I would turn off my phone (i wouldn't play games)
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that i was sleeping alone (girl you that's wrong)
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as i go
'cuz i know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

[r. kelly:]
But you're not a boy
So you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
And i am not a perfect man
[beyonce:]
I'd listen to her
'cuz i know how it hurts (and i know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
'cuz he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed (said i'm sorry)

[beyonce:]
It's a little too late for you to come back
[r. kelly:]
But i can't let you go, 'cuz i'm too attached
If you thought i would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy....

2009-03-31T15:49:00.003+08:00

CITY LIFE is STRESSFUL ...
WHO DON’T WANT HOLIDAYS?

I can’t wait,
For another trip...
To travel with my friends in a grp is my wish.
To Taiwan shall be my destination...

2009-03-15T14:49:00.006+08:00

GUYS, i cant remember my previous account so, let me introduce to u all my new blog :X

Education status: Doing alright
Personal status: improving
Relationship status: Single; not avaliable :)
Friendship status: doing quite fine
Health status: trying hard
Mental status: changing; better ^^

Count down: 70plus days to first paper